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March 21 3 cakes1st - 8th of march
1 bday cake for 3 in sm's room - smboy(6th), me(19th) and kyo(30th) haha.. thanks ya sean(s3an), jeff(CHERRY), fei(mickey), huat(dot), smboy(icecool), kyo(circle), wenxiong(winnie), vj, hongcheong, kokhon.. soli i forgot to take picture of the cake ar, haha..
2nd - 19th of march
1 bday cake in room.. thanks ya jackie(#32), guan/kyo(#3), tingyi(#17), tortoise(#22), qiyu(#71)..
3rd - 20th of march
1 bday cake in lab.. thanks ya curt(prof), gabbi(curt's wife), dileep(post doc n my mentor), michelle(phd), wubin(phd), reyhan(phd), kareem(phd), and hong tian(PO)..
and thanks everyone for the presents haha... thanks thanks thanks... got 2 xiaobenxiangs this year haha...:) 1 will be on my stick bag now hehe..
March 09 odd 1 outwahaha, Cedar Point gang reunited today... got Caris, Theresa, Daniel, Tom n me only... no jiavei, no jocelyn, no PJ, no cherry... ok so that was not the point la haha...
the 5 of us ate at Thai ekpress (the thai food no match against OK Wok's thai food la, yeah!!), ok but that's not the point also la haha...
the 5 of us realli mssed life in US alot la, missed shopping like mad tgt, missed riding roller coasters tgt, missed doing so muhcfun stuff tgt, ok but that's not the point also la haha...
ok so the point is - i was the ODD 1 OUT!!! i din even realized this until we were getting ready to leave, when everyone of them said they will be meeting up with thir other half!!! (except Tom la, cos his gf went for a swim n Tom is always happy to have some free time by himself haha) daniel (far right) said he is going to meet up with her gf to accompany her study, Theresa (in the middle) is going to suntec IT far with her bf, Caris (2nd from right) is going shopping with her bf, and so ony left Tom who doesnt need to accompany gf so accompany me lo, haiz... even jiavei also not single le leh, -.- CP gang really left me still not having another half leh, haiz... din realised til today, wth...
maybe i will hold the record for being single the longes in CP gang liao lo, haiz ask u all dun call me mr casanova liao la, now i really the only 1 let still being lonely arggghhhhhhhhhhh.... haizzzz....
March 06 好心好报alex:
落力为你好得不到分数 你决定要跟他日后同步 他不懂爱惜你我乐意操劳 stephy: 我决意爱他祝我愉快吧 你最明白我痛极亦留下 伤得很重也不怕我愿意等他 alex: 还看著你(他会感动吗)看你在悬崖走路 他却放下你(他已跑掉吗)只照顾自己 stephy: 我惯了爱他你怎样做 在悬崖还是我无退路 * alex: 对你好无人稀罕我好无人欣赏我好 原来你习惯他一套 从来没有爱我看得清楚我知道 不必得到不妨陪衬但愿为你好 stephy: 他从来都比你差 仍然死心爱他垂头再度听他欺诈 祈求他说爱我为何尚未等到 可能这秒时辰未到 ( 而明知你爱我我竟扮未知道 好人恕我未能做到 ) alex: 最受罪也好听听你哭诉 你说难过总比分手更好 stephy: 我说几多的女主角也受过煎熬 alex: 情况坏到(他也许做到)你信任来年一日 他答应做到(他也许做到)统统都做到 alex stephy: 我也似你的无从劝告 宁愿牺牲都不愿却步 repeat * alex: 你当我是知己我看得到 我当你是一生前途 stephy: 彼此也是沉迷盲目控制不到 alex stephy: 怎么好都等不到 alex: 怎去做无人珍惜我好无人喜欢我好 原来要学会他一套 从来没有吻过记得清楚我知道 不必得到不妨陪衬但愿为你好 stephy: 好从来都知你好(未够好) 为何他不够好(我不够好) 原来我又与他拥抱 alex stephy: 仍然相信我会有好心得好报 可能到某日会知道 March 02 9 monthswah, it's been 9 months since i've written anything here.. so fast 9 months have passed, so many things happened in these 9 months..
9 months ago, i was still enjoying life in US.. free n easy..
enjoyed making burgers everyday.. enjoyed having fun in the kitchen everyday..
enjoyed riding roller coasters til can basically fall asleep during the rides, Millenium Force world no1 roller coaster n always my favourite, shiok shiok shiok..
enjoyed going factory outlet shopping, nike, adidas, fossil, CK, levi's, gap, aeropostale, guess, polo ralph lauren n my favourite-BANANA REPUBLIC, so cheap so cheap..
made alot of new frens, PJ (mr education, i m not casanova lol), cherry(cutest thai gal, haha), daniel n tom(best roomies), peiyin caris n theresa(best frens n Coasters crew), yanka ina didi antoniya(4 pretty bulgarians, Obichamte!!), maria(my favourite columbian, prettiest in the world~~), boon hua(talk non-stop bout NBA playoff), charlene(best shopper, 1 trip spend 1000++USD on shopping), siwei jiaxin(like my elder sis)..
travelled to many places.. niagara falls, toledo, pennslyvannia, chicago(nicest city besides san frans, not forgetting ramming the side of the SUV against the wall in car park after driving whole night from ohio), newyork(should have gone to the SEX museum ar ar ar)..
so fun so happy, no worries..
9 months later, i'm a totally different person now..
7 months ago, lou lou asked me to run for ntu..
an up n down IVP track for me.. but still 1 of my happiest time running since leaving secondary school, since SUKMA, since SUKMA!!
happy cos i kept my promise to loulou for finishing in the top 3 for my 400m hurdles, my first IVP GOLD after 3 years running for ntu, although i only trained for 3 days, lol...
happy cos met some of the nicest frens, junwen fanlong jiayi(hall 3 frens), prashan(best n funniest captain), minghui shah nat(the old boys), kenneth khoo(fastest 400m runner i've ran with since secondary school, 48s wth), n last but not least xiaobenxiang(i'll come back train with xbx next ivp dun worry)~~~
sad cos it's my last time running, my last ivp track after 4 yrs, my last 400m hurdles forever..
sad cos din get to run in the 4x400m.. it's my 1st time being dropped since i joined track 10 years ago, my favourite event n i din get to run, haiz..
sad cos the SUKMA pain came back to haunt me, the cruelty n the ugly side of life..
big thanks to my wonderful teammates for supporting me n motivating me all the time..
7 months later, i'm slower than ever, running like a snail now, ran in IH track n road relay, disappointed yet again, always second best in everything, always just ordinary..
4 months ago, floorball IVP squad was finalised.. IVP camp.. training training training training training..
3 months ago, IVP floorball!!!
my last floorball IVP, last chance to prove myself, last chance to get my picture on the SRC wall..
my last IVP with my best frens - #3guan(my golden partner), #71qiyu(slackest guy in the world), #22wai(tortoise), #10jianlun #17tingyi(always there for me thanks), #13cunwei(happy feet n still thinks he's the best center in ivp tournament lol), #9 gerald(EX-BRONZE partner), #69senthil(always encouraging teammates even when he is feeling down), #32jackie(generally reagarded as best goalie in ivp lol), #7pinky(best defender in ivp), #29guoyi(APAC MOTM lol)..
my last ivp under Eddie, best coach ever, who always gave me the chance, who always believed in me.. wanted to win it so badly for him, but..
vs SIM lost 3-4
vs NYP won 5-4
vs SP won 6-1(DNP)
vs NP won 4-2
semis vs RP lost 2-6
3rd/4th vs NUS won 7-2(DNP)
my last ivp turned out to be my worst, was never at my 100% cos of bad ankle injury, could hardly sprint but carried on anyway, in the end let the team down, haiz..
my last ivp n the first time i missed so many open goals, first time i totally lost confidence in front of goal..
my last ivp - failure, disappointment, just not good enough..
big thanks to eddie, my best teamates, ntu gals foor all the encouragment n support..
3 months later, can only look back at ivp n regret, if only i could turn back time, haiz..
2.5 months ago, floorball div1!!
get to play with the old guys again.. Adrian yeap (best captain ever), Hooi (best partner n right defender ever), kevin (best center ever), vinny(just back from sweden), don gary theo irfan..
wanted to redeem myself after ivp, but..
vs innebandy lost 1-16
vs NUS saints won 4-3
vs SIM blacks won 5-3
vs Mooseman lsot 1-10 (DNP)
vs RP salibandy lost 1-10
vs NUS nemesis lost 1-7
vs Pasirien hitmen lost 0-7
haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz..
2.5 months later, we r now fighting for survival in the top flight, worst goal difference in the league, lowest scoring team in the league, maybe the worst team in the league, haiz..
how fast time flies, 9 months just like that, how after 9 months a person can change so much, how after 9 months a person can lose himself, how after 9 months i would end up like this, haiz... |
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